As I sit here ready to type another blog entry, it is the day before Thanksgiving and that just seems an appropriate day to share what's been happening since I last blogged. Some of you that I see already know and others are probably just wondering what the heck happened to me and why haven't I been blogging.
Well let's see, my last blog entry was geez Sep 9th and it was all about numbers and the excitement I was feeling as we prepared for our September to Remember stamping event. If you read in there really closely you will notice I gave my mom a shout out because it had just been her birthday and on her birthday, we bought Nicole a car (used but still new to her and all). It had been several months since she turned 16 and we finally decided to purchase a 3rd family vehicle, intended for her use to school and sports and then it'd be here for her younger sister to learn on as well in a couple of years.
Friday September 10th ... 6:26 pm ... the house phone rings, I look over and recognize the number as a girlfriend of Nicole. My first thought was, oh they are lost and she's calling for directions. My second thought was, why wouldn't Nicole be calling me, they are each driving separate cars alone but traveling together. My third thought was out loud as I simply asked "is she okay?". Her friend answered "yes, but she has sort of hit a tree". I will never forget those words "sort of hit a tree". As it was, she was only a couple of blocks away and we were there in less than 2 minutes. She was out of the car and sitting on the side of the road in tears, buckets of tears pouring out from my child that does not tear up, who seldomly ever cries ... I couldn't get to her fast enough. To bring the story to a close, she is fine, she was cut & bruised and burned from the air bag that likely saved her life ... the car was totalled ... but we got to walk away with our first born.
That next week was a miserable emotional week, I was a blubbering idiot and a fountain of tears. You just never know what can happen and I never suspected for a minute when she left the house that night that it could have been the last time I saw her. The "what-if syndrome" is useful to see that something that seemed major turned out to be minor; that what could have happened was way worse than what did happen; to help you see that you are indeed lucky even in situations where you don't feel like anything or anyone was lucky at all.
From there, I did manage to pull myself together and get everything finished for our September to Remember Event which I hosted with Marlene (love ya mucho) since Diana (love you too) was off enjoying a much deserved special incentive trip with SU. We had an awesome day, wonderful crowd of ladies and fellow stampers and demonstrators joined us ... it was quite uplifting to my spirits to feel their concern, love and friendship. I promise, I WILL share those projects with you in a separate post.
From the middle of September through late October, I really didn't do a lot of stamping. It's very odd as I really do find stamping to be my therapy and I sincerely do enjoy it very much and of course I love Stampin' Up! and our wonderful products ... but I think my head was just overwhelmed. All I could focus on was being there for my family, enjoying every minute being with both of my daughters and my husband. I just knew in my heart that I needed and wanted to put my family first.
I had been working in Aug and Sep to get a class schedule pulled together, waiting for the dates for cross country meets for Nicole and dates for dance commitments for Rachel ... and then it seems like I just couldn't bring myself to give up my 1 open weekend a month. I just wanted to spend that weekend with my family. With meets almost every weekend and then hitting the couple of weeks late in the season with mid-week and weekend events, I just wanted to be there watching her.
So to all of you that are my customers and downline that routinely attend my classes, I am SO SORRY that I have let you down with my lack of classes this fall. I do hope that you will come to classes with me again as soon as they are posted! We have a lot of stamps sets sitting here waiting to get inky!
It has just taken me awhile to open up to actually write this post, which I felt I needed to do, in order to explain my absence. On the outside everything is fine; Nicole is fine, walking, running and back to being an annoying (but loveable) 16 year old teenager. Rachel is wonderful, a 13 year old teenager that's having a great year in school and dance... but it's on the inside where things have changed and it just took me some time to really see that.
So on the day before Thanksgiving as we each give thought to what we are thankful for in our lives, my eyes well up as you can imagine. I can tell you that I of course love God, my family and being able to have them with me daily, and to you my customers, friends and fellow demonstrators. I hope that this year finds you in good health, surrounded by loved ones, sharing fond memories of those that are no longer with us and in great spirits as the Holidays arrive!
Bless you and thank you
Rhonda
Thanks for not giving up on me and knowing that I'd be back, sorry it took so long to get back!